the first time is usually really uncomfortable (1)
Wow, alright… first time to make a tumblr and actually use it. Kind of awkward, but quite therapeutic at the same time (haha, like an e-diary!) «<just made me lose my man card… I think. This whole college deal’s a huge culture shock to me, new people, new environment, new situations. It almost just makes you want to be like… Whoa whoa whoa, slow down life! You’re moving quicker than I can handle. It really doesn’t help that I was listening to deathcab. So right now, I’m feeling a little emo/melancholy. (thank you #8tracks)
Anyways, as you go to new places and meet new people.. there’s this someone that stands out and you’d want to get to know that person and when you do, you don’t want to screw things up. Weeeeeelllllll, I think I’ve already done that. But for those of you who know me really well, I tend to rely on my logic and statistics to prove myself wrong without finding the truth in things. Anyways, this person just happens to catch my attention and perhaps I’ve waited too long to pursue it and that is where I had screwed up. I dunno, i’ve always heard that to figure out a woman, you’d have to actually be a woman, but for some women… they don’t even know why they do what they do. it’s only the first few times we’ve talked and i’ve started to develop a deeper feeling for this person. Unfortunately, I think i’ve waited too long [unless i’m blowing this out of complete proportion and the opposite is thinking the same thing, but we’ll see.]
the more you, whoever you are, would read my posts.. i’m sure you can understand my ridiculous thought processes and going off into pointless tangents and ramble and mumble [if you ever hear me speaking my mind]. This first post is up close and personal, i apologize for the slap on the face with my thoughts. I’m sure that most of the other ones will be a little less in-your-face and maybe about new photography techniques or just stuff i’ve stumbled upon. Hopefully I’d post something at least once a day just to get my thoughts going and maybe figure things out for myself (or you could help me figure it out by putting your two cents in!)
-J
